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Happy Birthday Varna...

Happy Birthday Varna. Sorry for those pics. Ya I know, its kinda creepy to save all your whatsapp display pictures. What to do, those days were really hard for me to move on. Those are the pics I woke up to, everyday, and I finish everyday looking at your face. That kept me moving on with my life, regardless of all those loneliness and depression. Deep down I knew, I shouldn't disturb you, that wouldn't be good for you. This is the reason I have deleted all your contacts from my phone, unfriended on facebook and even unfollowed on linkendIn. I know I shouldn't be stalking you, because 1 day I would have came to know that you were about to get married and all, through your fb or whatsapp statuses, and I wouldn't be able to handle those moments in my life, I was just scared that whether I would have disturbed you for that and all, who knows, its safer no anyway. But looking at your timelines made me feel close to you, I just wanna make sure you are doing good and ha

The Day I gotta know, everything I dreamed off, has come to its end!

After a long time I am writing to you. I don't know what's waiting in my life for me. Whenever I start thinking about my future, you were always there in it. Today I came to know, everything I thought off, everything I hoped for, is just a lie. I just feel like someone is peeling my soul off from my body.. Hmm I am just covering my pain with a fake smile all day. Today a closest friend of mine, told me that you got married. I couldn't even reply for that. Varna, I deserved to know this news from you. I loved you Varna, you know what that means? I cared about you more than myself. It was you, you, you in my life, every moment. There isn't one fucking day that I never thought about you. You just left me a scar in my heart Varna. I know you are not in my life anymore, I don't know whose gonna be there for me, I just wish for one thing now, that I have the strength to live this life alone, and die soon. I miss you. Happy married life Varna.... Good Bye..

Newyear's eve

Heard some news about some problem in MG Road on New year's eve...where she goes to work everyday... I don't even have her number now...to talk to her... I hope she is alright... Varna stay safe... With love Karthik