The Day I gotta know, everything I dreamed off, has come to its end!

After a long time I am writing to you. I don't know what's waiting in my life for me. Whenever I start thinking about my future, you were always there in it. Today I came to know, everything I thought off, everything I hoped for, is just a lie. I just feel like someone is peeling my soul off from my body.. Hmm I am just covering my pain with a fake smile all day. Today a closest friend of mine, told me that you got married. I couldn't even reply for that. Varna, I deserved to know this news from you. I loved you Varna, you know what that means? I cared about you more than myself. It was you, you, you in my life, every moment. There isn't one fucking day that I never thought about you. You just left me a scar in my heart Varna. I know you are not in my life anymore, I don't know whose gonna be there for me, I just wish for one thing now, that I have the strength to live this life alone, and die soon. I miss you. Happy married life Varna.... Good Bye..