Just make sure you make a love story worth telling, till then.

Hi ammu, first of all I just want to apologize to you. Yeah, you know why.. Few months ago, you added me as a friend in Facebook, after all the things we went through in our life. You know "just be friends" like thing. For the past few months I was stalking on your profile, yeah I know, that's very creepy of me. And sorry for that too. I just couldn't help it ammu. I can't see you face to face, I can't meet you then and  there, who knows, meeting between us might never happen in our life again. So I was seeing you in Facebook everyday, just knowing how happy you are, and how much you enjoy your job, stuffs like that. But one point I came to realize, its not a good thing to checkout on a girl, in whose life I am not even a thing right now. I gotta let it go. Its not good for me , its not good for you either. You gotta pretty great life ahead, family , kids, job and everything... haha sorry again dear I just said that  in the wrong order, dint I? you gotta great job and family and kids  ahead of your life.. But for now let me get out of your life little bit, I don't wanna know you, and you don't wanna know me either..you know me right, am always emotional like this. I don't know ammu.. the only thing that frightens me nowadays is that your engagement and stuffs like that. As you know our classmates and getting married recently, some of them even got kids, you know. These news always frightens me up. Sooner or later, there will a day, when you post an engagement pic or something in the Facebook.. I don't want to see that ammu... Because that's the place I am dreaming of. I fought for it with all I had once. And a guy without doing all these will get that place very easily.. you know whats its like? Its like the job you are trying to get in for years and years, but a guy without any experience and without having any knowledge of the profession getting it. I don't know ammu..whether I can be through all those things or not..but until then just let me step aside you. I have to let you go, but you must know, its not what I want. love you Varna. love you a lot. But don't worry I am not that type of guy who prays bad for their ex's. haha really I am not that type. I just want you to be happy, I just want you to find some true love, I just want you to find a guy, who keeps your happiness before his, I just want you to give your true to him. At the last days of my life..may be 60's or 70's, I will give you again a friend request and check out your life one last time. Just make sure you make a love story worth telling, till then. Take care Varna.. and again sorry for removing you from my friends list. you must understand, its only good for you. Good night sweetheart.

With love,
Karthik