Days After Breakup !

Hi ammu, first of all I just want to apologize to you. Yeah, you know why.. Few months ago, you added me as a friend in Facebook, after all the things we went through in our life. You know "just be friends" like thing. For the past few months I was stalking on your profile, yeah I know, that's very creepy of me. And sorry for that too. I just couldn't help it ammu. I can't see you face to face, I can't meet you then and  there, who knows, meeting between us might never happen in our life again. So I was seeing you in Facebook everyday, just knowing how happy you are, and how much you enjoy your job, stuffs like that. But one point I came to realize, its not a good thing to checkout on a girl, in whose life I am not even a thing right now. I gotta let it go. Its not good for me , its not good for you either. You gotta pretty great life ahead, family , kids, job and everything... haha sorry again dear I just said that  in the wrong order, dint I? you gotta great

I should've celebrated at least a valentines day with you. I know it doesn't mean you anything, its just a another normal month in your year. But for me its kinda special. Its like .... how to say.... its like Christmas for Christians .. its like Diwali for Hindus... I would love to do some dramatic things with you. Like how they propose in movies, like how dramas portraits love. I always regret in my life , that I couldn't even spend a day with you like that. I miss you very much in my life. I love you ammu.