Days After Breakup !

She is busy this Sunday it seems. Or it's just a method to deny to meet me? I don't know. Whatever it is everything happens for good... But I want see her at least once.. I drove through her office today..haha what was I thinking.. Why is that I am the only one to suffer now, even though we both were in love.. Please God ..if this is what love is ... Take it away from me..

Asked Varna out, this Sunday. It's been 5 minutes, no reply from her yet... So nervous...

After asking Varna out, she agreed to catch me up with sometime... I never expected she would say this... But however...I don't think she will actually spends her time to meet me in the first place .. At least those words are more than enough... I can now live with 1 less regret in my life..     Yes, by keeping all my ego aside.. I really did ask her out. I still can't believe how I did that. To my knowledge, I am the most arrogant, egoistic person I ever knew. She bent me to my knees... I don't know I will ever fall for a girl to this extent, in my life.. In these kind of hard situations, I always take a deep breath and think, inside my mind for a minute... I always hear a voice... "Karthik, she's worth it!"

Hi Varna.. I know it's been a long time... I don't even have a clue whether it is right or not to ask you this... Last few weeks ah orey thoughts.. Ya ofcourse it's about you, else I wouldn't be texting u right now .. Do you think it's right, if we meet sometime? I don't know Varna... I just wanted to ask. I don't know what answer I am expecting from you.. It's just .. It's ok ,if you are not ready for this. I understand... I just... It's ok.. I couldn't sleep well Varna for the past  fèw weeks.. I just wanted to get rid off this from my freakin mind.. I am fucking annoying right... Ya i know... Sorry