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October 30 2012

The Day I will never forget in my life... The Day, first time I shared my bed with a girl..! The feelings I don't need from any other girl.. Am not a playboy kinda person.. the only thing I shared my bed with her, because I love her more than anything in the world.. She used to tell me that she had her first kiss and sex of the lifetime with me.. If thats true it won't be easy for a girl to give up on the relationship.. Because I am struggling here so much, I still need her in my life after so much betrayal.. because the love I have for her is more stronger than anyother reason that leads me to give up...






The Shirt she was wearing on that day... I still feel her in it... I love you Varna... and I miss you so much in my life..




Time 2.10P.M started crying in my office cabin itself.. The day I lost everything in my life.. My dream to love only one girl and to live the rest of my life with her... Nowadays being a playboy is very much easy, but a true love is so hard... You have to be gifted to live with your true love... The only thing I ever need in my life is to die in front of her..saying my last words...' I still love you varna and always will' 

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