Days After Breakup !

The Day I will never forget in my life... The Day, first time I shared my bed with a girl..! The feelings I don't need from any other girl.. Am not a playboy kinda person.. the only thing I shared my bed with her, because I love her more than anything in the world.. She used to tell me that she had her first kiss and sex of the lifetime with me.. If thats true it won't be easy for a girl to give up on the relationship.. Because I am struggling here so much, I still need her in my life after so much betrayal.. because the love I have for her is more stronger than anyother reason that leads me to give up... The Shirt she was wearing on that day... I still feel her in it... I love you Varna... and I miss you so much in my life.. Time 2.10P.M started crying in my office cabin itself.. The day I lost everything in my life.. My dream to love only one girl and to live the rest of my life with her... Nowadays being a playboy is very much easy, but a true love is so hard... You

Exactly 2 years before, 24th night I had a fight with her and broke my SIM card. And I don't know how to contact her, I know that I made a mistake and felt so much, and 25th morning I was waiting in Facebook for her message.Nothing came.. seriously I was very sad. Suddenly the door bell rung. My mom opened the door, a voice with very lovely voice, ya that's her. I was very shocked to see her. She came for me, only for me. Haha, then she complained my mom about me that I broken the SIM card because of yesterday's fight. My mom was very busy making coffee for her in the kitchen. The first day she kissed me in my cheeks and ran into the kitchen. I was excited so much.. A kiss from your loved ones, what else you need in this world? After that she stolen many kisses from me, when my mom was very busy in the kitchen.. The Day I will never forget in my life.. I don't know whether she has everything in her mind.. But I will never forget anything, I will love her forever... only

October 22, 2014, Morning 1 A.M, its time to celebrate Diwali... Sweets, Crackers, new Dresses... all waiting for that... But only happiness for me is Varna... There is no sign of her in my life now, with whom I shared my happiness, sorrows, smiles, laughter, tears, now am longing for that moments. At least she can celebrate it, I wish a happy diwali to her. 1 second of memory in her mind today will make my love feel alive. Love you and Happy Diwali Varna.... The Diwali I celebrated with her ... I miss those very much Varna...

After 3 months of work, tonight I am going to home, and before that I like to visit the city where I met her, I don't know whether I will meet her or not, but seeing the places where we spent some valuable time will make me feel good. I hope I will go to all places we went, without missing anything !

If I get a chance to meet her face to face, the only thing I would like to ask is, "Is there anything I can do to get you back?"

"If a girl really needs you, she would make whatever promises, but if the girl done with you, she would break whatever promises she made."                         - My life