Days After Breakup !

We once promised , whatever happens in our life we will be together. I am still keeping that promise, because every moment I had with her was true love. I never do anything to spoil those moments. If I do ,there will be nothing called true love ever, which I dreamed of my whole life.

I don't know why she did this. Selected my profile and clicked the Trash Icon, this is what she did. I don't know why I love her so much, even though am not being treated like a friend. There were some time when I thought of moving on. But when I think about the moments that I had with her, makes me to fight one more time. Moving on from a relationship is being so easy for a girl. But for me each and every second of my life reminds me of her. But you can ask why I am like this. Its very simple , a girl can be loved truly by only 1 boy in her life, and I like to be that boy, and always will be !

In Durga Temple If I am not wrong, Varna is "Kanni" Rasi (Virgo Sign in English) with "Hastham" as a star. No matter what, this is one big day in my life. I will always love her, even she forgets me.

I still remember that day. Sept 26, 2012 a pleasant evening. We are just friends before 8 P.M. And she started the conversation slowly, and she said those golden words finally "I can't control hereafter Karthik, yes I am in love with you !" Everything happened very fast in our life. Love, Breakup, everything..  All couples out there, if you read this, please understand, Breakup is not the only solution for your problems. Is your love not worth fighting for? You can give 1000 reasons for a breakup, but think about the moments when you laughed together, when you hung out. You are asking his/her opinion when you propose your love, but no one cares when it comes to a breakup. You can't just leave like that, they are the ones who will be experiencing a lot of pain all because they love you, more than you did. But the sad part is those things happened to me. She came into my life in a hurry, and left in the same way. If I had a chance to go back 2 years, I would

Tomorrow Sept 26, an important day in my life.. I can't forget her, and also I couldn't be with her again in my life. The only thing I can do is to remember every beautiful and marvelous moments that I had with her few years before. I miss her very much in my life.. 

Its been 2 years since Varna left me. Ya, Varna ! That's her name. My love, my life, everything. December 17 2012, the day she took the first step away from me. The promises we made, the love we had, everything has been forgotten that day. I couldn't blame her for everything. May be I did something which made our life a tragedy. 2 years before we stayed up all night till 5 A.M talking, pampering each other, but today I don't even have the strength to say a "Hi". I hope this blog will be with me whenever I am alone, and it will be a support to my heart forever.